stepping out of line,

when you really have to step out of line, and take a dare
is it worth it, maybe not- but it could be, as we might learn,
but when life turns tables on you, you really feel like an empty piece of nonsense,
for even daring to think of such a possibility
while, when you succeed,
you celebrate your boldness for daring to step out of line,
for allowing such a golden opportunity to fall upon you.

Today's band prac was good! It was only the J1 batch, since J2s have common tests next week. IT was also Victorian Day, however the only difference I could make out from today and normal saturdays was the blasting music outside the igloo! yay there was free prata too, from a hired Prata trio. Huiling, Yi Xuan, xinhui beatrice jess and I ate loads of prata- Cheese, plain egg what have you.:)) however during sectionals, we decided to play games, for sectional bonding (not slack-tionals ok!) which turned out to be a badd idea. because the girls and senior jonathan kept saboing me and matthew. he had to act out the korean thing running towards me and shouting something (which i do not wish to mention) through the canteen. gosh, the worst thing is that, he is so not pai seh of ANYTHING he willingly did it. i was like begging him not to do! and people like my section mates and kah siong and friends had to be witnesses. gosh. OGL training was also good because of our nice groupings and having so many band people being OGLs too! i made new friends:) daniel, jiawei and xiaojia:):) anyway, i gotta go, tomorrow is going to be a super long day ago, I really hope I have time to at least touch a bit of the 1200 word history essay. Poof.

the weakness of me VS the greatness of God:)
What can I do, but to honour you O Lord.