This is such an awesome blog, and I gotta do this here - last post for 2010!
Don't care if anyone still actually reads!

2010 has been officially the worst year in my 20 years of life. Yes, the worst. Because many bad things happened, and the recovery process was painful. It was when I screwed up, over academics and matters of the heart, and trying to regain something wrt to the two issues was tough.

I just hope 2011 would be so much better!

But of course, there were still memorable events :D Like, erm shall not talk about Jan-Jun at all, because I can't remember many good memories from there, it was mostly pretty bad.

So continuing from June..
1. Successfully executed WMYC @ UCC!
2. Helping out at Cross open house, and Cross camp
3. Dated 2 people who were pretty awesome, except that sadly im not in the mood for love yet, haha.
4. Bintan with the vj girls!:)
5. Got selected as a writing assistant, along with ABC in USP!:)
6. Organised a local tour for pretty cool foreign students!
7. got an exchange space in US:)
8. Got into JCRC! and loving my two comms RN:)

Ok but overall, 2009 still thrashed 2010 upside down! haha. Never thought I would ever say this!

I was wondering when this post would come.
Two years ago, I was too caught up with the speed at which life was carrying me forward, I forgot to post, until 2009 came.

One year ago, I was still overseas, heart aching, and dying to come back to Sg, after 1 whole month in Dubai with my family. I eventually changed the booking of my flight to a few days earlier than the rest of my family members, and flew back, to catch the last few days of December. Not sure if I posted then, I won't be surprised too.

Over time, this blogsite has become a place where I come to, when I have come to some difficulty. As I have noticed, I haven't come since September, and I must say these 3 months have been the most awesome period of my life, since January this year. Suddenly I have recovered some of myself that I had since I was 18 - which is so precious to me. Everything seems so hopeful yet again, and I must say I believe in fairytales again,which by the way, is so important, I feel.

Tonight is the eve of NUS results day yes! But its so much more about the results. Its also a reflection of the undivided attention and hard work I've put into my work this semester. I sacrificed so much during school time - family time, some social activities etc. just for this experiment - to see just how much I can go with my studies.

I just feel a bit heavy-hearted now, because I know I havent exactly placed Someone else in charge this whole process. I feel that I've tried to control the outcome of events too much, by myself.

Argh.

But overall, oh my gosh, I think I've grown tremendously this year. Honestly, its a relief 2010 is coming to an end. I feel it has been an amazing journey by itself. And wow, I'm really quite 'tired'.

I'm really looking forward to 2011, because there are things I still want to get back, and will work towards that.