I was wondering when this post would come.
Two years ago, I was too caught up with the speed at which life was carrying me forward, I forgot to post, until 2009 came.

One year ago, I was still overseas, heart aching, and dying to come back to Sg, after 1 whole month in Dubai with my family. I eventually changed the booking of my flight to a few days earlier than the rest of my family members, and flew back, to catch the last few days of December. Not sure if I posted then, I won't be surprised too.

Over time, this blogsite has become a place where I come to, when I have come to some difficulty. As I have noticed, I haven't come since September, and I must say these 3 months have been the most awesome period of my life, since January this year. Suddenly I have recovered some of myself that I had since I was 18 - which is so precious to me. Everything seems so hopeful yet again, and I must say I believe in fairytales again,which by the way, is so important, I feel.

Tonight is the eve of NUS results day yes! But its so much more about the results. Its also a reflection of the undivided attention and hard work I've put into my work this semester. I sacrificed so much during school time - family time, some social activities etc. just for this experiment - to see just how much I can go with my studies.

I just feel a bit heavy-hearted now, because I know I havent exactly placed Someone else in charge this whole process. I feel that I've tried to control the outcome of events too much, by myself.

Argh.

But overall, oh my gosh, I think I've grown tremendously this year. Honestly, its a relief 2010 is coming to an end. I feel it has been an amazing journey by itself. And wow, I'm really quite 'tired'.

I'm really looking forward to 2011, because there are things I still want to get back, and will work towards that.