Friends

If there is one thing I will never forget to count my blessings, its the friends and family God has given me.

They are truly awesome people and I look up to each and every one of them for at least one aspect in life I know I can improve on.

sugar- drained

Im at the biz library now, came after washing up back in hall after the Pol Science paper this morning! THREE DOWN 2 MORE GO I CAN DO THIS:D

Waiting for Sean Sherlynn and Mathew to quick finish their whatever biz thing before we all head out for lunch. Sugar-drained and studying for exams last minute has really proven to be a no-no here in uni. Not like we chose to be last minute really. Promise you I havent been slacking this sem away!:x

Havent been training for close to 3 weeks but have been going for runs with Tricia and my ipod. I tried to catch the sun that day and chionged near to Hort Park but suddenly there was a downpour and I got drenched in the rain! Was dripping wet while running past the bus stop and John Ho went "omgosh meiyi can you not do this kind of things!" haha. surprisingly, i felt really refreshed after washing up and I felt it was like a motivation from Him to tell me to keep going despite the mountain of things I thought I wouldn't be able to survive.

Running with Tricia is of course much more effective because talking and running keeps us entertained plus trains our stamina:D We have been running the same route though to ACJC area and PGP slope, gonna try a longer route with her this Saturday:D

Exams end on Monday for me, then its Stan Chart 21 on Sunday.

Unexpected offer to run but ill take it:D

I have loads of people to thank during this exam season.
The many post-sticks, and small sweets they put at my door while im sleeping/ out, the many smses at the hours of peril (Haha) or in the mornings, and the foood! gosh. Like baldwin drove out on saturday for something at lavender and when he asked if i wanted lunch from beach road i was like YESSS! OMG CHAR SIEW RICE. the super good char siew rice from any stall along beach road la seriously cheered me up so much and I think i might have done better for my killer paper as a result.
Mum baked cheese cake for me yesterday and she brought it along with lunch to hall for me, I shared it with Jairus cos im so proud of the cheese cake and cos it was too much haha:D
It probably made me more resolute in getting my studies over and done with. :D

OK. Lunch time:D whee.

old times

School's pretty huge (especially arts) and sometimes on some days you run into a couple of people here and there.
These people are actually on my facebook, because of some good times we shared previously, when we were still young or maybe not that long ago.
Some jc seniors who didnt need to go to army yet, or the girls who came to uni, funny how sometimes these people actually know a piece of your history and remember how you were like no matter how times and circumstances have changed.

They dont recognise the person im walking around with anymore neither do they find my friends familiar anymore. Unlike the old times.

We walk past, silently acknowledging the history we shared, with the small little wave, or the small little polite smile.

I yearn for the past sometimes because Vj times were so so awesome, the rooftop, east coast park, thaipan, the swing (omgosh the swinggg!), the gate-climbing, and all the many friends whom i really miss dearly - boys hope you guys are doing fine in army:/

P.S and yes eric ill be there ok, 5th:D

till then

Everything I have, was given unto me by Him,


Everything that I shall have, I give it up to You.

Praying for a good exam season:D

Will be back after the 30th November,
till then, love ya guys:D

xoxo, ALWAYS your meimei:D

distractions

I've been absolutely distracted during this semester and even now during study period. Exam in TWO days and I still can't really answer mock questions at the top of my head.

7 more chapters to go.

Must conquer the distractions.

P.S hope the rain clears in 3 hours, planned to go for a two hour run (or more realistically to dover and back) to clear my head.:S

good times

no matter how bleak things seem to be (especially in the face of exams, like now), pictures of the past always cheer me up, because they encapsulate the very emotions I felt at that time, and no matter how distant it was in the past, I never will forget how I felt during those times...

cheers to the fella who invented pictures. :D

for now, its back to America.... 9 chapters left:S

ok its 2am and i should really go and sleep!

I just wonder why I cant give up sometimes, why can't i just be slack and give up for a while. Why do I always put myself through so much stress, forcing myself to the limits and challenging my mental so much, why why why?

Why can't I just relax for once,

Because im honestly so tired, I just want to give up sometimes, just for a short while, at least.

Sorry i just had to do this...I'm not sure how much you've got there too, but...

I have

16 more thickkk chapters of American History (i've completed 14 please salute me here), 12 Tutorials including 12 x 2 sets of thickkk readings to plough through and a few essay questions to prepare for, before the exam this saturday. just fourr days left.

really. not. enough.

After Saturday, I will have to launch into a heart-seizing frenzy of studying for Southeast Asia in 3 days, concurrently with Political Science, History 1101E taking place consecutively from Wednesday onwards.

After History 1101E, I have 2 days to study for English linguistics, which yet warrants another heart attack.

I mean, i really tried my best this semester and thought i maximised my time already. I mean, not like i spent hours sleeping away or something, I promise you i was ALWAYS on my feet doing something, minus the 3 days i fell horribly ill and had to take a break.

So what exactly is this, man?

studying

Today was a political science day. went for lecture with jairus, nash, wendy, and abc:D
Lunched with them and then it was mugging time at my favourite central library :D
Nash and I were really sleeepy halfway so we listened to my.sid for sometime and i love my music, because it woke us up real well:D
Studied till 5.30pm then had dinner at macs (because of hafiz's free coupons haha):D
then it was political science crash course with jairus and nash! i fell asleep because i really couldnt take it:/
came back to hall, then chilled a bit before having kr supper with johnny wayne (who visited!); their friend, jan, heidi, amelia and steph.
yummy mee siam:D

Cleared my head a little before im going to study round 3 of studying:D

We'll get through this everyone:D

Camping in biz lib with zeya tomorrow... muggers ftw:D
training at 6pm then im going home whee:D

P.S: OSA asked me for my new year resolution. I said to get cap 5.0!:D:D heh.

I. CANT. WAIT. TO. PASS. MY. DRIVING and drive to school.
The car's beckoning:D