yayyyy.

its over!haha although as i said its just 3 days of torture, but it can kill ok haha.
today during lit, I was SOOOO bored. seriously. please, at least give us an interesting passage to write on can! like how Phoebe said how she was cringing at what she was writing, i was feeling so ridiculous writing on the theme on how an eagle and a hawk were feeling superior over Mankind. wow. then like what Vera said, she just made up her own story. thats what i did too, just said the folly of mankind - creating that kind of circumstance themselves, not doing things our way but instead submitting to idolism etc. anyway i just felt so bored. no idea why. hahha exams are supposed to get your heart pumping and everything but yea. for this exams, during history and math i was just so bored i just laid down on my table while writing. Phoebe anthea mins and I burst out laughing when the rain just got louder and louder. i was worried for the vj roof. haha!

i always think how bleak the future is for arts fac people. like how come so little people get 4 As! haha its really discouraging thinking how unlike science, how much you mug does not determine what you get. all you need is a weirdo passage and wheee.. there goes your grade. Spare me from SEA history also, so ultra boring haha. Im thinking of dropping one sub to H1. the funny thing is that i want to drop to math h1, or sea history or half lit and i suspect im going to take ages to make a decision. sometimes i think if im really not cut out for studying. haha i guess i really took a long time to doubt my studying abilities. I used to be "conscientious" in primary school and up to sec 2, but after that everything just took a plunge. i dont really know why! oh yes, and when i reached home i counted the marks i attempted during math paper.and oh my goshhhh i only did like 44 marks worth of questions. sheesh -_- its not fair how hard they set the paper! and im not saying this just because i couldnt do it, its verified by jon muk (RJ) and other people who did other schools' prelim papers for prac!

ok, we had a really good time celebrating and tmr's going to be even better:) have been hearing ALOT about what people think about our clique and i really am -_- about it. you really dont know us do you?! its highly unadviceable to talk about people from superficial perspective. please give us a break. anyway i really love VJ! haha do you? i so do NOT want j1 to end. its undoubtedly my best year so far, wins sec 2 in scgs hands down! i love friends and the campus and activities and just how everything works. was telling my mum how Vj really has the healthy kind of fun thing (or at least the mass). chillout by cycling at east coast or having happy happy fun. hehe:) Thank God:)