its either beautiful, or you're here tonight

Let me tell you about my best-est lazy sunday-in since the longest time forever:
Woke up at 11 (am) - this hasnt happened since 4 mo nths,
Read a book while lazing in my balcony - this hasnt happened in 4 years.
Practised on my electone before going down to town for music lesson - okay this happens every week.
Scooted back home - laid on my parents' bed in the nice air-con room and continued reading, while watching my mum pack her stuff and folding handkerchiefs (she loves decorating the house with beautifully folded handkerchiefs): this is the first time ive done this in my life.
Going to the airport soon for dinner and send some family friends off to Perth.

ALTHOUGH STILL NOT 100% AT HOME BUT STILL AN AWESOME SUNDAY:)
I STARTED LOVING BEING AT HOME WHEN IT GOT HARD TO DO SO, WHY DO HUMANS ALWAYS REPEAT THEIR MISTAKES AND NOT REALIZE THIS EARLIER.
IM NOT SURE IF ITS COS IM SELDOM HOME OR BECAUSE IM MOVING TO LIVE IN HOSTEL IN THE WEST VERY SOON, I SUSPECT ITS BOTH:(

Anyway, i still cant really believe i cut my hair. What was i thinking. I love it, but i hate losing my (very) thick, long hair plus cos i cut short my highlights are gone. I look back to sec 3 all jet-black and school-like, how ironic. I mean my hair dresser said i was supposed to look more "working-class" , hmmm. But i think this episode has shown me more sides to myself:
For one, i found a slightly more impulsive side to myself.
Secondly, i embrace change, be it whether i enjoy/ regret it. I think feeling different sometimes and watching people's reactions adds more excitement to life.
Thirdly, I realise im not as affected by what people think of me anymore. Or rather what they say dont really cut me that deep anymore. I've become more self-assured and less needy of people's opinions. but this just applies to the masses like my outer circle of friends. My family and close friends' opinions actually still do have a great influence on my own opinion.

A mitigating factor to this impulsive episode: my hair grows as fast as wildfire spreads, so no worries... it'd be back to square 1 real soon.:)

This coming week is gna be a tornado - meeting up with some people, kayaking with the girls and camp blue blood till saturday... what's even greater is that im only working 2/5 days YAYY.:))

see you folks and remember, dont be too affected by what others think yea:)