I deleted my previous post because unhappy things should never be put this way. I somehow knew I was going to delete it some time after, even while writing it. Such is human nature.

Today was conflicting: Had a pretty good start with Film Screening of Forever Fever. Had a good laugh. Except that I now have a review to do by Friday. haha oh well, what's new.

Havent felt this happy in so long. I was rejoicing while doing warm ups and did long run with Jovyn at the track. Felt like I could go on forever and faster even. I took time off, and so...im paying the consequences now.

Some daunting things: Got a 'bomb' at meeting today, im going to be heading this big project, which officially whizzes off today, at the click of my SEND button, an email delegating stuff and arranging when our timeline's going to be done.

No respite, but im still young.

Its 1am already, I havent started a 1500 word research essay due tomorrow. Didnt procrastinate, I promise. But the earlier I sleep today, the later I sleep tomorrow. Oh yes, tomorrow goes to preparing for my tutorial. Year 4 Law student next to me presenting perfectly coherent arguments, I cant pale in contrast worse than the nature of our abilities already, gotta put in sheer effort.