It's really the last last day of school for me tomorrow!
Exam's at 2.30pm (I know, don't ask me why I'm still awake at this time - my body clock's kind of messed up, and I don't seem to be restricted to the must-sleep-by ____ time in order to function properly-the-next-day-kinda mentality - which is...bad.

As usual, exams are usually the time when people usually leave you alone, because everyone's kind of busy with their own exams too. Hence in a way, I really love exams time because finally...I get some peace! And everyone doesn't mind that you're not being very sociable or physically present around because being stressed with exams is a super good and acceptable excuse. Also, I find that i thrive during the main exam time itself, because I get to devote my entire mind to the paper in front of my face, and not be distracted by anything else.

However, I also can't help but think of the holidays coming - I mean yea its going to be fantastic and all, but some people are coming back for the holidays, and some are coming back from exchange, and some are going... I mean, its an exchange of these individuals who have made such an impact on my emotional well-being the past 2 years especially. Also, the new batch of freshies are coming in, guys which are so much a part of those super good memories from the past are coming, and going to be interact ing with my current life now, changing things everything yet again...its so exciting yet destabilizing...

Maybe university life is really all about change... and I guess because I'm involved in pretty quite a few things,I guess I just have to learn to come to terms with the fact that at some point of other, everything will sort of come into contact with the other, and continue making changes to what I had originally settled into.

The holidays for now, is basically filled with committments to hall, planning a camp, going back to cross and taking part in the race with ameera ^^, celebrating my 21st, playing for vjcsb alumni at esplanade whoo!, taking my final organ exam, internship, some part time work hopefully, and possibly going to hongkong in july:D I wouldn't mind giving up the work part and possibly hongkong, just so I get to relax a bit on my own, have some spontaneous outings and yea...I need to learn how to relax really!:D