my gosh just shoot me

oh my gosh.. presentation night 07 was just over.
i dont really have much to say about vj performance, thats for Mr Tan to talk about, but combined prac for safari was just soooo =_= my goodness.
seriously the worst performance ever, and mine too.
thank goodness the last song and sunrise saved us a little. but still!!
I dont know why but im probably the only one out of the whole section who was there who is ranting about this now. I guess its not how the audience perceives the performance that affects me, but the sheer remembrance of how i could smell my own hesitation and confusion during Safari really made the whole thing so disturbing.

thanks to so many people though: kristen, xinhui, jiawei, charissa, kash, eric umar and quite alot more i ranted to for giving me encouragement and for the constant reminder ( ).
on another note, if i dont appear in school tmr, its not because i killed myself (as i told many people i felt like doing that) or its not running away from reality, but its just that im not feeling too well physically.

bye!