Amazing is the word

Its amazing how some people have unwavering faith in things
- how things are going to turn out,
- how people will stay the way they are,
- how a person will continue fulfilling their expectations.
This is not new, but after you believe in it, whatever happens you'll mould it towards that belief. Just like how people take to astrology.

But when things dont go at all according to your expectations and you cant seem to fit it in to any part of the puzzle, its time to believe in a higher Power, someone so Awesome and Almighty. Was reading 1 Kings yesterday and its amazing how God's Will for Elijah just worked out any way things went. Sometimes I see some of my really successful friends and just silently pray for them to one day know Who was behind it all. I still remember when Charissa and company bought Eric a bible and he was so interested to read more into it. aah:)

Anyway, the holidays for me so far have been great even though i have not stepped anywhere else besides school, parkway, ziyang's house and home. Even then, i have been caught in the rain like free but im not saying there wasnt any choice:) playing tennis in rain is refreshing plus we get to keep the courts for hours :) just as long we dont fall sick! I have been pumping up on Redoxen, hopefully it lasts me till the end of the trip. Dinner consecutively with a family of friends and ziyang's WHOLE family plus his lovely parrots and mum's great cooking have been so satisfying and rejuvenating. I mean how often do you spend your holiday dinner and nights this way? Since we always end up leaving pretty late, Charissa Daniel and I end up saying "See you in 10 hours!" ! it has been so repetitve its nearly scary! like in the show Scrooge or something haha.

Anyway, i cant believe im saying this so soon, this sounds like something that should come somewhat after our trip, but heck i shall just say it when i especially mean it:) I think vjband is probably one of the best things that happened to me and guess what, only He made it possible. those who know the history know what i mean:) other than that, decisions which i took it hard upon myself to make it work havent actually turned out so well...if they even materialised...

And xxx! Thanks for making my day you really did!