Ive been on a rather pensive mood, writing and writing... and waking up to the prospect of today was pretty tough, even though i had a good weekend.

Work is not too bad because of my colleagues and nature of the job, except its far too stressful and busy! i dont even have the time to reply people's messages/ create any and to even read them :/ its really sad because i havent talked/ met up w some friends for some time, its not really good that the only time i can probably see and talk to them is on friday while we are waiting for results in the hall, hurr hurr.
Lunches with people to desperately catch up last only 1 hour, only enough to share the bare minimum.
i also had to cancel on pinrui and jastine these evenings because of financial woes (!!) haha and tight schedules:/

i need to learn the proper meaning of sacrifice this Lent season, and i need to learn the art of acceptance, as fast as possible, preferably by this weekend.