Friday, 4 December 2009

last few posts from KR

I just realised I dont have much time left to do a couple of things...
For one, after talking to a few people in hall, I realised some of them are going to move out of hall really soon (exchange, going back to malaysia, going for holidays) - some of them are coming back after leaving, and some are not.

For me I too only have about 3 days left before I shift back home...I mean its only about 1 month before im back for semester 2, but im definitely gonna miss everything here. For one, I think i've grown alot alot alot since I stepped in - knowing so much more about myself, finding out what exactly who I am and what I want to do...Having to pack everything up (having not applied for storage), putting everything into boxes and even shifting the bed back seems so ultra significant - reversing my entrance here, yet leaving more than just memories. There were untold stories behind every friendship, every event, everything...its just how deep you savour each and every experience and see if you learn from every turn.

The only silver lining i can find in this moving out(will be missing out on so much fun holiday activities the block and hall is gna have, late night drives to thomson etc, missing my neighbours and not seeing all as I have this sem next sem..) is that symbolically enough, its a clean and thorough break from school, a chance to catch myself before im lost in this new phase, a chance to rejuvenate and come back, full force next semester. To spend quality time with my family in my only home and temple of comfort and solace... My family trip to Dubai and Egypt will also be another long and exciting journey of my family - of course Im looking forward to being the 'baby' of the family again...being the youngest, not having to look out for much things and just being there physically heheheh...a far cry from what I have to be in school now...

More next time...Im going to bed because i'll have to wake in 4 hours to meet the smu (sports management unit) people to go to Singapore expo together...hmmph!

Good night, I love life really, I hope you do too..:D