It's 5.24am. Im having second thoughts about even sleeping tonight, because I have a harder time waking up and feeling worse if I slept. oh well.

What a week it has been, really. Academically and everything else.
Things have become so overwhelming that I dont even sms anymore, did you know that? My phone is just a medium of urgent contacting, usually contacting people I need to contact, for meetings or responding to people... It's not on purpose its just that I dont remember to sms back, or take at least a day to do that. Usually these smses need some thought and I put off replying because at the time I read the message, im usually not in the state of mind to reply coherently. For once, I feel that even two diaries (yes I have two diaries, not forget a couple of online calendars) can't even help my saturated brain.

I dread opening my official emails, because I know almost every one needs a reply back.

And I dread looking at my timetable to find a free slot, even for lunch with people, because I probably can't find one.

"Book me first book me first", shouts all the dates this month and next month.

Hurhur.

Almost.can't.breathe.

Thanks to those who understand, even though you probably think this isn't too good, yet you know you can't convince me otherwise yet.