What gets me through
I think i have fallen too deep to pull out of anything.
Besides God which for me is uncompromisable, The many committments I already had,think ill have to cut each of them down by at least 25 % to squeeze more things in.
Its just not that easy because I listen to people and their advice so when im here i hear one thing, and when i go there, i listen to what they say. But i think I have had time to settle down, and I have already decided what I'm going to do...I believe nothing is going to change unless God's will changes.
I'll be content with hopping btw KR, USP and Cross and ill promise ill do my best for my studies. Just praying for a smoother flow of events, less interruptions and perhaps less expectations above my personal ones for myself.
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On a lighter note, I had a fulfilling 2 weeks so far and 4 weeks in school. I never knew I could be capable of doing so so much in just one month, I feel like I've been in school for at least 2 months really. I need the term break, its not too early for me like what some others say!
Just finished my music exam on Wed, it went as planned, hope the results too!
Because of that i've been running up and down hall and the dear east for nearly 5 consecutive nights and mornings i was so drained every night! still went for cross trainings and the easy runs - tuesdays, fridays and sunday mornings at macritchie, becauswe it makes me happy!Between lessons some of us also headed for the Student Exchange Programme talks at the USP building, and yay i think ive kinda gotten an ideal exchange location:) It also reminded me alot of my intention of staying in Singapore to study in the first place- to be able to go to more places on a smaller scale then studying overseas. That gave me more focus to keep me awake in the wee hours of the mornings finishing tutorials!
Finally I've been so happy being able to meet friends and Hwee and the girls in town thi week...Ate lunch with Shermaine on Wed then headed to meet the girls at DTF for a quick lunch, then came bk to school for T rug training with sherry and the others! then it was bk to kr for elections yay congrats new ppl:) and because ive not been out for a destressing session for super long, met sid at 1 fullerton heh before conking out bk in hall at about 5 plus in the morning! gosh. what a fab wed:)
Thurs was school then met mouse and hwee in town for Cream Bistro lunch hmmm yummm! Calamari Hwee!<3 then we walked and mini shopped in Ion and pigged out on some snacks at the basement. By the time i reached bk hall i managed to go for a quick run with star runner Mathew (lol see him say 'no!' here its funny)to West Coast Park. Dinner then my quick bath and it was singing with Zeya and Bryan before heading for the really quick choir auditions hahaha. it was fun but of course the pitching part (going higher and higher, or lower and lower) killed me! well im glad that at least i loved the song "Swear it again" by Westlife haaha.
today is today! have intervals training (poor legs:/) in half an hour and then gg to SMU for Hwee's Bomb Attack then ROCHOR tauhuay YUM:)
Ok, I have two big tests next week... and Im going for IFG T Rug for USP tmr! GO GIRLS:)
It should be quite an interesting busy week...cept that my two really good friends Hwee and Jill are leaving for UK next week ill miss them so so dearly :(
