The big day is coming in four days, and I guess that's part of the reason why I've been feeling so upbeat ;p even the most sickening things which made me so upset while school term was on can't get me down now :) another reason is because I guess I had a super good cry (the only other time since Jan) last week and after that things just turned for the better. My Friends have also been so awesome and to those who have reminded me to treasure so many other things in life, thank you.:)

I know I have been 24/7 hours in school because of cbb prep but this doesn't make my friendships with those outside any weaker- I know those sorta waiting (I mean of course they are doing their own things too la haha)are proud and happy that I'm doing what I want to do, and they trust that i'd always stay true to myself and pursue genuine happiness. In this sense I'm eternally grateful and there is no way I can express my deepest appreciation:)

today was another super long day planning cbb but got loads including filming done:) tmr's morning's meeting w the fwocers, before games testing. Then I'm taking leave to meet the girls for bak kut Teh at tiong bahru:) aft that it's back to school for programmes meeting.

Ok it's 2 and I think the light from my phone is making light- sleeper carol listless. This was just a short update for those wondering what I've been up to, since I have sorta mia-ed:)

p.s you are really impressing me here, btw;) time will tell:)