butterflies and love
Things have been really on the ball for me, picking up from the week of my Grandpa's passing - working (peak period filing is no fun, but my colleagues make it so good:))overtime - cutting lunch breaks into half, coming earlier and leaving later; getting my gym membership and going for a personal training session(!!);)getting more driving lessons (test's in july!), finishing my USP essay and apps on the last day of the EXTENDED deadline, SATS in May, preparing arrangements for my Electone classes, preparing for the law interview, preparations for Easter and being around for loved ones;)
Havent being doing much of what I've been doing the earlier part of holidays - meeting up with the classgirls:/ and one-to-ones too (sorry mouse hwee and jastine for having to keep cancel), emailing jo overseas (love you jojobeans!;(, meeting up with jessie louis eric liying altgt, meeting up w the army guys, macritching- with lln jean and shan. i miss you jill too! As a result, i miss all these people so veryyy much - hence, favourite photos to help me through today!
it gets even worse when so many of them are most prob going overseas to study - :(
One thing bad about me is how im really sentimental over relationships and all, I really hate it when i dont have enough time hang out with friends and loved ones, MY LIFE WOULD TOTALLY SUCK WITHOUT YOU all!at the same time, i kinda want to make this holidays the most productive one ever since the next few years in uni wont give me the space to do so. As such, i want to become extremely fit, be able to drive myself around, pick up a great language and polish up my mandarin-speaking (which ive been doing at work (despite what poh jun and edwin say heh), improve my reasoning skills (since its really so darn important), and become closer to daddy God.
Guess sometimes like what jon muk said, you gotta give and take, and like what i always remind myself, how He will bring you through it if He brings you to it.
Was having a good talk with my mummy last night and she said how proud she was of me that Im sensible and how my head's firmly sitting on my shoulders even amidst some pretty major changes in life - sometimes all you need are these, to keep you going going going ;) Thankew mummy for always being so fantastic, how you are always celebrating what happens in my life (like how i see you stealing secret smiles after i tell you what happen and how you are always so happy for me;) Thankew daddy for being so accomodating in driving me around and speedy-gonzales-ing me down to work (i know its entirely my fault heh), sisters for being pillars of sensibility, sid for always being there and how you totally understand my weird-est moments and its funny how i can totally send incoherent smses to you at any time, girls for being most understanding of me, love you all soooo much!
OK im ready for today, for the week ahead, and of course, for April ;)
