I think it's really the start of the New Year this time, at least I'm taking it to be, considering that my English New Year didn't go too well in consequence (i'll tell you more if we meet up heh).

Basically till Week 6 (now), I'd been having way too much on my shoulders, and I'm not kidding. If I continue at that pace, I'd lose the ability to maintain my cap. So, im glad 2 committments have ended (at least for now) and 1 big one, chingay is ending on Saturday. I've decided, really that I shouldn't expect so much of myself - to run, to dance, to organise things, to be enthusiastic in peripheral activities, to maintain my out of hall friends (in nus), to maintain my out of school friends (overseas friends + smu + ntu) + working on weekends to earn extra (which technically isn't that necessary)+ to be faithful going to church + to be a good daughter at home + do my last grade of music studies in September PLUS do well in studies to maintain chances to get Master's sponsorship/ get a good exchange next next year.

I think I've been too hard on myself.

Like eeghim said "being superwoman".

Next time you see me concussed in my room, leave me to take a nap please, dont wake me up, which was the general rule the last semester and for 5 weeks.
Thanks.

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Studied at smu today and met up with many people + it was like a meet-the-girls'-boyfriends day, the world is SO small seriously!:D
Should go more often:D