jane has awesomely summed up my thoughts on the first day of school, back to an impending torturous month ahead :x
Monday, February 22, 2010
it's the beginning
At this very moment, my heart's racing a little, my mind's filled with worrying thoughts; i would say anxiety filled half of my day today, as i think about the 4 mid-sem tests in line the next whole week. I guess it's still manageable if i had the entire week to devote to the studying, but not with 3 night dance practices, 2 group presentations, 1 performance next week (DURING the test week) to rehearse for and a KR dance vetting at the end of the week. This does not include the 2 concerts ill be going this week to support my friends. It didn't help that recess week (last week) was chinese new year AND chingay. How does one manage soo many things with only 24hours per day? Hm, i guess this is hall life.
But I say this with no ounce of regret or sorrow. Chingay had been an awesome experience for me- ironically, i enjoyed the waiting time the most. Thanks to the company that made this experience all the more memorable and so very enjoyable. (hpb guys who never fail to crack me up, bryan! the retardedly fantastic partner XD, the c blk 3rd floor lovelies(: and d block neighbours) it really made the waiting time so much more bearable. It is also only in hall that we get to use the dance studio at 1am and go for 3am supper thereafter. Sharing old, (long and not so funny) jokes with one another (HAHAHA, Val). Dance has always been what I love to do, so I'm definitely not complaining having to go for practices.(: And I know with God's grace, that I'll be able to pull through this 2 weeks of mid-sems. For those who are feeling the same stress about tests & projects, ALL WILL BE WELL.(: Hang in there!
Besides, I believe there's much more to life than studies, right?(; For semester 2, even after IHG and Chingay, it's only the beginning.. of a great sem ahead.
Looking ahead,
Love, Jane.